dont know how am i suppose to feeeelling, but it feels darn weird right now. somehow feels weird because you are moving out soon. like, im going to get out of this place, to a new environment. and i still dont know what lies ahead in the future.
man what a weird feeling.
think im going to miss a lot of people. old friends, new friends. aahhh. i dont know what to say. im spending my remaining time with my new found friends and old friends like jeffry etc. tyo is already in LA, im REALLY REALLY SORRY. im deepest apology, that i dint entertain you enough while you were here, because i was really busy with her. im sorry! i hope you understand, i will make it up to you when i go to LA. hahahaha.
time passes us by so fast, now that im in the 3rd of year of university. making new friends again is so tough.
tougher and tougher each day.
darwin
奇跡見えない。
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
not really an exactly good week, full of suprises. more ups than down. well, stella, if you happen to found my blog, you better tell me straight away, and stop pretending to be an idiot and act stupid, you know i hate it when people do that.
darwin
奇跡見えない。
Friday, July 14, 2006
i finally came back from LA. a big big mess.
firstly, jeffry got a freaking speeding ticket for driving at 100 mil/hr = roughly 160 km/hr on the highway. and he was given a ticket for speeding and also driving without license. . he has to go to court soon enough for that dumb ticket, and i hope it doesnt implicates me ( i know its mean to say that ).
when i was in LA, i found out something stupid. someone lied to me about something really freaking dumb and i feel damn pissed. really dead pissed. nvm, i dont want to talk about it.
the dent came back to normal. i dont know why but it just happened that way. and my house is in a mess after i came in. i find stains on my carpet and a fucking cigarette burnt mark on my carpet. fucking hell. im so dead pissed with that.
darwin
奇跡見えない。
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
yesterday was national day ( america's ) and i got to see fireworks! haha. the fireworks was shot above the school grounds, a couple of location but well, its fantastic!
been driving around lately, gotta try harder to be more cautious of my surrounding. well, new drivers often make mistakes. cutting lanes is perhaps one of the hardest.
hardly cook at home now since i can drive and eat out, i got to change my habit, or else i will be dead broke. i shall learn how to make sushi, or at least cut sashimi. i somewhat like to eat sashimi. hahaha, fishes are nice to eat. i love them these days. i dont know what to blog anymore, my life is plain boring. oh well.
darwin
奇跡見えない。
Saturday, July 01, 2006
so i came back with again no vehicles. aahhh went through so much trouble going to LA. what the hell man. pisses me off badly, in the end came back empty handed. went to LA and turns out the car was in an accident before thats why its so cheap. freak man. jeff was too tired from driving, so i had to drive the car for at least 3 hours. haha very interesting indeed, i got horn by the police and some bmw. hahah i guess im still a little new in driving but its nt so bad now. well, everything is about experience.
so i guess i shall just stick to the toyota camry as what my mother wants me to do. i cant get 2 doors, no 2 seaters car, no this no that and i ended up with a toyota camry07. well it isnt that bad i guess, since a camry in singapore cost a bomb. i guess i just have to make the best out of it. i was constantly thinking about the mercedes c230 kompressor, its really cheap but i dont like it. i dont have the guts to ask more money from my parents, i feel really guilty even asking for a car. my mom suggested me to go ask a few more Ks from my dad, but i just dont have the damn guts to do it. i should just make the best out of the money they gave me. oh well, darwin you grew up to be a fine matured man! ( man that is self consoling ).
not going back singapore anytime soon, i wonder what am i going to even with cars and so on. ahhhh, everyday i just do nothing, stick around, lazing around doing nothing everyday. what a pathetic life. gees.